Over the space of about 6 months I lost two major friends from my life.
While I accept my part in each friendship ending, I also feel that they need to accept their part. Because I will never be in contact with them again it is really hard to know if they do understand their part in the breakdown and end of our friendship/s.
Today we got home to find a bag of stuff on our front door step from one of these people. It has been over a year since we last spoke and I just felt it was unnecessary to return my stuff after a year. It was not anything that had any meaning and most of it I just threw away.
The hardest thing, was it just brought up feelings that I thought I had dealt with.
I do miss this person; I just feel that too much time has passed to try and rekindle our friendship.
It is a tough one.