Five weeks ago my life was totally different. I had just turned 37 and was more concerned that people had forgotten my birthday than anything else.
Despite being in my late 30’s I did not really feel like an adult. I actually believed that becoming an adult would happen when we purchased a house and I was forced to think about things like mortgages and interest rates.
I was wrong.
My life has flipped on its axis and I was shoved into becoming (and feeling like) an adult overnight. Things I never thought I would have to think about have became ALL I ever think about. Decisions that I never thought I would have to make are now part of my day.
Inside I am silently screaming at the injustice of the world.
To be honest I just want to have one day where I do not have to answer the question “how are you feeling”.